[self] 5 Things I Love About Myself
OK so it's kind of a reflection time because my mind is not in its right place at all. So, i guess making this list could at least reignite the fire to put myself as first priority (again). The list is very subjective and it might differ depending on how you see it, or how long have you known me. But here's them.
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- I'm smart
- I love peace
- I know how to listen
- I have a certain humor
- I am (too) understanding
Maybe not super smart, not educated enough, but I could at least be aware of the situations more than being clueless of what's actually happening. Hyper-vigilant but not super sharp about all things, I think I can do well in life. Just to what extent, I'm still not sure. But I wouldn't embarrass myself by being misinformed tbh.
There's absolutely no thoughts about wanting a drama to go about for too long, passing through my mind. I want peace, silence, and comfort. When I feel like I'm wrong I won't even try to defend myself I'll just let the other party be satisfied with their ramblings.
It's like deep within me that I'm not so much of a talker. Because whenever I speak I give too much information so I better seal my lips and be a good listener. Even if sometimes I don't give advices or can't respond well, I'll listen to whatever you have to say.
I'm not dry, really.
There's little to no known occasion of me trying to change people into whatever it is i have in my mind (I keep them in my head just in case). If they don't want to I'll just let them be. I mean, everyone's got their own decision. I will give my opinion but the end result should be up to the one who has the problem in the first place. I wish that it is their best.
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I think I don't give it my best shot to explain things. I am just so desperate to write these stuffs. But all in all, I love myself for so many problems that I succeeded to avoid. I don't get much troubles but also, not so much experiences also. Maybe this is why I'm still a dumb bitch after 27 years. But who knows...